I miss you so much!

Morning woke up,watched naruto...blablabla...aft tat went to meet vinia & tzsho den go cca..sucked sia.not in the mood cos was thinking of certain things.lols.aft tat went out to eat with vinia den over there wait for tzsho den went home.Currently watching naruto,again.Kiba looks so cute....!!lols.

I dun like Gaara le,I like Kiba & Akamaru now.Lolz


Today was damn fun.Meet Bernice at bus stop den went minimart to eat noodles.Liting woke up late so we went late.Lol.Cher also dun care.Played guitar.Felt so left out when i realised tat all 3 of them played instruments & i totally sucked ):
Fencig next,played dodge ball freaking funny.B4 tat had running & somehow i ran fatster den them also.Crap,even more left out.
After tat when kfc with Bernice.She told me it was ok for us to be different.& tat i look like Hinata.Random much?well anywae,thks bitch(:
Playing like crazy.Saw Karkheng,Joseph,Melvin,Tingpeng&Shanhuai on the bus.Den Bernice went through the wrong escalator 3times.Laughing like siao.
Oh & i dreamt tat Kenneth died.Wtf?! lols too bad for him =.=

Omg Kenneth look damn funny in long pants!

Blablabla..currently updating blog(obviously) and watching Naruto.Omg Konoha is being invaded.Lols.Went Mac with Sherwyn in the morn den went sch.Bus-ed to some pri sch to set up our booths..Nth much happened..Played cards...Blablabla...Tats all!!!

I realised a few things today..

1)when enze and jerome quarrel,it can make u laugh alot
2)after awhile,u realize they are serious
3)after a longer while,u will find out tat its only over a small matter
4)den u will think it is a waste of ur time
5)u will eventualy think they are retards

Really waste of time sia...Nth else to post le..so byebye (:

天空下起雨了
他撐的傘在你身邊陪著
可是我不快樂
因為看見他臉上的笑
是很勉強的

我很想愛他
但是眼睛在說謊
隱瞞比較容易吧
免得感情變的複雜
我很想愛他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解圍嗎
誰能給我一個好的回答

愛情是模糊的
可憐的是沒有勇氣選擇
如果再捨不得
這樣下去我們每個人
都是受害者

我很想愛他
但是眼睛在說謊
隱瞞比較容易吧
免得感情變的複雜
我很想愛他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解圍嗎
誰能給我一個好的回答

當愛情陷在危險邊緣
是否都會傷痕累累
是否都會苦不堪言


我很想愛他
但是眼睛在說謊
隱瞞比較容易吧
免得感情變的複雜
我很想愛他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解圍嗎
誰能給我一個好的回答


愛情教會我們都放不下

All i want for my bday is a guitar!!!!

Went to guitar lessons den fencing...blablabla..tabletennnis..blablabla.
talking to the gals abt naruto.lol.took the "love" test 3 times.Bernice got Gai at first.omigod.i got Lee.Eww...Second time,she got chouji..hahahaha!!!i got...Itachi..ok la not tat bad.Last time got naruto & sasuke respectively.lols.Coach pronounce sasuke name wrongly.Suppose to be sas-k den he say until sa-su-k.lols.Sianz..Btw,Snowy loves me more than bernice.Hahas!jkjk.Had a h2h talk wif ______.Guess he was rite.I did change alot.But im gonna change back into wad i used to be! (:

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night!

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do


So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight!

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see...

Happy bday Jerome Jeevan!!!

Happy bday Rachel Lee!!!

Happy bday Jolin Tay!!!



Y so many ppl bday on 30 oct sia.Yesterday didnt post cos too tired. so i'll post it today.



29 october 2009

Went to kfc aft sch today wif Bernice & Liting.Halfway got headache so sianz.Later still need swim.Den they all nt enough money i also.Juz nice Enze they all go in kfc so i asked Jerome lend money.He is so kind(: lolz.Den went to tampine swimming complex.Swam halfway,Bernice got leg cramp.So we lost.Nvm la.We win or lose the class is also oblivious de(1/6 sux)=.=Btw,if anyone who scolds Bernice (i doubt so) will get it from me.After the swim,went to 2/7 instead of 1/6 cos its so much more fun there.Sherwyn agrees wif me.lol. Since i wasnt wearing any shoes,had to be careful.N halfway Jerome step on my feet.I change my mind,he is not kind anymore.Lols jkjk.Den watch finish everything..blablabla..went TM wif kimberly & cindy to buy presents for Jerome.We found out tat our names formed the word PCK.Lols retarded.Was abt to buy the chocolates when we saw Jerome they all.We were like Omigod.I threw the dog into my bag.Thk god he didnt see anything.I hope..Went T1 to meet Guofeng to go hm tgt.Reach hm around 8.Tried wrapping the presents but i found out i wasnt talented in wrapping cos i took around 1hour n in the end i threw everything into the plastic bag.So much easier.But i still took alot of time trying to tie the chocolates tgt.He better enjoy them.Kimberly said she wanted him to eat until nose bleed.lols.Gdluck jerome.



30 october 2009

Gave Jerome his present during recess...blablabla..got back our report bk & yearbook.Cool..we didnt hv tat in prps..Lols.In eng quarreled wif Bernice in Alicia's blog.Damn funny.We were laughing like siao cos her whole blog all is we scold each other de.Btw sry arh flood ur blog.Went ikea to eat wif Kimberly & Cindy.Me & Cindy couldnt afford the adult meal so we bought the kids meal.Haha.Ohya i forgot tat Guofeng came along also. :p .Den went Kimberly hm play rabbit.Went hm wif Janine after tat.

Slacked the whole day.went com lab at science...blablabla.Damn angry at table tennis cos of tat bitch.Aft sch eat at kfc wif Bernice Liting & Janine.Aft cca went hm wif Zaf & Sherwyn.Tys to u 2 for comforting me.Ty to Zaf for carrying my bag(sorry abt it cos my pri sch fren mistook u for my bf) & for his FRIEND HUG.LOLS


bitch,ppl win at table tennis u nt happy issit.Dun act step la.How issit possible to win all 5 matches when is 3 out of 5? want lie also lie properly la.u pri sch liddat,now also liddat.so many ppl hate u le.N i havent settle wif u properly yet k.Not happy u come say.dun behind my back talk crap,dun lie la.

Even though ihavent known u for long,u've still been a gd fren to me n i dun like seeing my frens sad or moody.As i said,time will heal everything.i believe u will find someone more deserving of ur love & more better.Trust me.Ive been through all these b4 n i knw how u feel.So dun worry n feel free to talk to us(me & sherwyn) if u have any probs n i wanna see u smiling soon! XD

Totally sianz & tired of all this.i may juz ignore u all so forgive me as im under stress. The only way i cn destress.Bball.But my fcuking parents dunt allow it. They keep complaining tt i go hm late.5+ very late meh?Go play n relax also cnnt...I feel like juz shouting,u want u compare me to my frens la.see wad time they go hm.some nv even go hm la.i got come hm vry gd alr k...Den cnnt even go out slack.Not everybody tat go out means they paikia k.N u think want be paikia so easy meh.If go out a few time den will tio influence,then the whole world all paikia le lah..Tts one of the probs only. My gd fren doesnt want to talk to me,which i dun really care any more cos im tired of explaiing everything agn & agn. N i saw Haizi today which reminded me of the last time during pri sch & hockey training & camps. I seriously miss those times. N i miss my dearest frens, zising,sheryl,xinyi,fiqqah,kye lynn...etc. N my hamster died. Ya i knw its retarded to be so sian juz bcoz of a hamster but it has been my BFF n has been through thick n thin wif me,during breakups n quarrels.Ya sure,secondary sch life is great..but y muz it be so complicated...

Im really really sorry,i didnt mean for this to happen.Pls pls pls forgive me iw asnt the one hu wrote it cos lots of ppl hv my pw n i;l find out who wrote it but pls pls pls forgive me cos im really really seriously sorry & i dun wanna lose a fren like u

Came home from sch...wif sherwyn.eugene ask me suck his cock,talking to bernice now...bla bla bla..ya as u can guess im not in the mood to blog nw cos janan said tat 3words today tat reminded me of him..so wateva la..bb..

Hellos,my computer is finally fixed!!lol.Normal sch day,got back some results...

math:68/100
history:71/100
science:55/100
dnt:dun rmb
art:70/100(cnt believe i got first in class along wif kenneth & izaan!!)

Thkq to shanhuai & tingpeng for my art.lol.Heard tat DOM(dr ong)is leaving prcs nxt year.YAY!!!now if only boobface(mrs sheri) will leave...In class,sherwyn smsing eugene..recess janan ask for christie no..Aft sch went kfc wif danial & bernice,,den went to 230 to find bernard shanhuai eugene they all..met two new fwens..Claire & Marissa.lol.nth to post le..byebye(:

today during assembly me and bernice was like wondering where was janine. then i suddenly rmb that janine dont take MT. how retarded-.-

MT paper was ok ok lar.

ate with liting, bernice and kenneth. stupid asshole kenneth spilled tom yum on me. man i hate that ass. damn pain sia! bernice also scalded her hand>< saw bernard and frens at the plyground while eating. asked them for tissue paper cos my shirt got tom yum. i hate you kenneth tan!!!!!! nth else happened so post ending:)

ST(btw its not sherwyn toon LOL) you are a bitch. do you noe how annoying you are?? you damn extra lehs. got alot of paikia frens very good meh? you only want to show off larh. i dont care how many paikia frens i have anot. it does not matter to me. all you care about is popularity. being popular very good meh? wat is your fucking problem? why are u so obsessed about being popular. do you noe how many ppl hate you now? u have hurt so many ppl and made their lives miserable and then after u say it was them who started it. do u noe that u are a very boring person? all you talk about is your stupid paikia frens. stop being so guai lan la. if u continue like that sure got one day you loner one. everytime ask me go intro my frens to you. do u noe that some of our paikia frens hate you because of your guai lan attitude? just because you guai lan doesnt mean you are paikia already. u got smoke before? you got drink before?etc.... im not trying to say that i got do all these things before. go to hell......

i love gaara and zuko!!!!!



sorry i recently never post.. bernice helping me post now....bernice says hi:)



have been watching naruto and avatar for the past few days. got interested by it by bernice and kenneth. bernice intro naruto and kenneth intro avatar.



i just came back frm ws with bernice. lols bernice again....i now talking on the phone with herxD



ok dunnoe wat to blog about already so thats all for now!



bernice says bye:)

I want things to be back to normal like b4….

Went school today,got a dumb haircut from sheri with Shannon & bernice.i look like cheryl ho=.=
EEWWW!!!den go back class study till recess got meeting for colours award on fri.heard from _____ tat esther they all want go tell on corine. Seriously ,muz our class keep fighting?we are after all still frens.she really very sian le so if anything happen to her im gonna scold the fcuk out of them.Den went back class.boring…aft sch was asked to choose between anti-sherwyn or anti-corine clique.seriously its so dumb sia. So I decided,wateva corine tell me,I wont tell them. Wateva they tell me,I wont tell corine.fair rights.den cip go pick trash wif corine & christie.found condoms & pads.lol.den aft cip corine go meet yujie n guofong den they walked hm tgt.i walk hm wif cindy.tired.

sorry abt those rude comments but i was angry at tat time

thankyou kimberly chua for ur great advice & get well soon!!

Juz came hm from PTM. Damn fun. lol. Sherwyn,get well soon,takecares.ily.





aft today,i realised my feelings for you r growing stronger & stronger,on the outside,i may say i like him.But nobody knows what im really thinking deep inside.i guess to continue to let our frenship last,i'll probably hide this feelings deep deep deep down in my heart.

All I Ever Wanted lyrics

All I ever wanted,
Was to see you smiling.
I know that I love you,
Oh, Baby why don't you see?

All I ever wanted,
Was to see you smiling.
All I ever wanted,
Was to make you mine.
I know that I love you,
Oh, Baby why don't you see,
That all I ever wanted,
Was you and me?


All I ever wanted,
Was to see you smiling.
All I ever wanted,
Was to make you mine.
I know that I love you,
Oh, baby why don't you see,
That all I ever wanted,
Was you and me ?

I'm so alone, here on my own,
And I'm waiting for you to come.
I want to be, a part of you,
Think of all things we could do.

And everyday, you're in my head,
I want to have you in my bed.
You are the one, you're in my eyes,
All I ever want in my life.
[ x2 ]

All I ever wanted,
Was to see you smiling.
All I ever wanted,
Was to make you mine.
I know that I love you,
Oh, baby why don't you see,
That all I ever wanted,
Was you and me.


All I ever wanted,
Was to see you smiling.
All I ever wanted
Was to make you mine,
I know that I love you,
Oh, baby why don't you see,
That all I ever wanted
Was you and me?

You're all I ever wanted.

iloveyou



im so bored so i posted the lyrics for this song.in case u guys didnt know,this song is 'all i ever wanted' by basshunter.everyday stay sch prepare for teachers day.cant wait for this to end.hope it works out.

Go sch meet ernest n sherwyn.he so emo.weird.den listen dr ong talk crap.den pe play basketball wif one hand.fun.history no cher so leave early.recess duty wif cindy.fun.den aft sch go central wif enze yangyang cherng hann Jerome.den eat ice cream I cut bu liao den ask Jerome he no use say shy=.= so bad rite.den yy n enze help me cut. Den go ict lesson take pics so fun.haha.den we go dance lesson for teachers day.

Aiya Jerome u know y u cnnt see my blog?cos u go there see nv tag so my blog angry mah.idc,u must tag hor.

Y jw always appear in me n janell dream ar.so bad.eat dao his poison le

Jianwei very shuai(see I so gd say u shuai leh)lol

Im bored.lols.i still smell like dead fish sia .anyways,I sprained my arm on tue night during cca. Came to sch den everybody was like,OMIGOD,phoebe wad happen? I repeated my ans 53times. Damn sianz. Den go class teachers also ask. Nv do writing cos right hand mah den cnnt write. Yays. So I was sitting in class den I suddenly tht of smth.i yesterday nite dream tat I stead wif ____ ___ from 27. which was damn freaky la cos I dun really talk to him much de.so ignored it. Den lit test I use left hand write.so ugly, dun care. I sure fail de. Den science I juz sit at lab do nth. Recess eat le go duty wif Cindy. Sherwyn and Kimberly go guides. Chinese also in class sms. Maths at com lab play. Eng go through test paper. Aft sch buy nugget eat den go cip. Group wif Bernice Matthew Bryan and Kenneth. Fun sia. Found one dead fish(eww) and two couples humping(no comment) den Sherwyn was like “Got underage children here,no porn!!!” den jonathan said “eh I think over there got rubbish leh we go check,near the ppl humping there” ali is standard “I want join them!” lol so disgusting sia. So go back on the bus somehow I felt emo cos I suddenly tht of him. I tried to act hyper but I think Sherwyn could tell I was acting only. Reach back sch I saw him which made me more emo.Y CNT I JUZ FORGET HIM!!! Im such an idiot sia. Haizz.so sad…

Hi, back from cca.currently updating blog n listening to songs..im damn tired. Okay,so nth much today..got back common test for maths..i passed!!!!n science.failed by 2 marks.den ms ng so kind give me 3 more.TY MS NG,I LOVE YOU!!!!lols,im retard.den after sch go eat wif janell yy n glen.eat at subway.eat finish le den go back for cca.sianz.wait outside ish for ms ong den nth to do,so desmond see ppl downstairs den juz shout CHIO BU! Lol. Crazy de. Den go ish play lor. Run so much, leg freaking pain. Sianz.. coach stupid lorh. Go choose her as my partner den she nv even concentrate den lost to lycia Shirley,brent nabil, and lycia Shirley agn.i dun care,next week I want change partner le!

btw,kenneth's our class mascot!!

I LOVE HIM ALOT

Today ms wani say got maths project. So since Kenneth n sherwyn nv come sch,I sms them ask whether want go same group not.den they say ok.den Kenneth only boy so ask haziq also. So our group members are..
Izaan
Sherwyn
Kenneth
Haziq
Me(:
Recess duty damn tired. Go chase out the sec2 ppl den go chase sec1 de.chase finish le still muz chase sec3=.=. Sianz. Roxxane(sry dunno how to spell.) ask me to pull flag next week I dunno how to pull leh.. I die le. Dun care la.Found out joseph ransacked my bag(wateva la,not like got valuable inside) Den after sch want go play bb(basket ball) but got ppl take court le so go eat wif Vivian,Cecilia,Sean&Vinia. ..Cca train same as volleyball.See ben n tze sheng(kors)so tired sia.I hate tat new tt(table tennis) cher sia.so guai lan de. Ask us pin up fringe tuck in shirt.. last time mr chong also don care de.den she only know how to give ppl push up.den make us run so much.. den I forget bring ankle guard den my ankle damn pain seh..hate her sia.so we ask her go play wif us(cos she dunno how to play) den ask vinia(one of the best smacker),to play lor.den go sabo cher.omigod I feel so bad sia.den she so biased to shi sha de lor..hate her.. now hafta chiong chinese hw for tmr.Btw,tmr’s Selena Gomez birthday. Happy Birthday Selena!

i love u & theres nth i can do abt it.im sry n i dunt know how to stop loving u:'(

Omigod..can ppl stop say abt me & j(1/6 de).i really really hate him & i would rather stead wif kenneth & not him.ever.i dun like him,nvr did like him,& nv will like him.geddit?N i seriously hate it when some fcuking assholes start posting stupid pics of me n some retarded guy i would nvr like.PPl i told u lots of times b4 tat i like him n only him.at least his frens dun go around saying tat he stead wif me or wateva ritee??i really hate it.

Pls stop saying these thing tyvm.